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Jan. 25th, 2009 | 06:16 pm


do i even have this?

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Ma' life

Dec. 27th, 2008 | 11:11 pm
mood: relievedrelieved
music: your ex lover is dead

Everything is perfect. Really. My friends are amazing, and Im so lucky to have sooo many great people always there for me. I have such a selfless, down to earth family, and I am so glad my parents are the ones who have raised me. I am in a relationship with someone who is always on my mind, who i feel so comfortable with, who is amazing and adorable and wonderful. And I have everything I need, and not absolutely everything I want, and I'm happy with that because then I'd have nothing to work for, nothing to improve. I don't have any regrets, and I haven't made any bad choices in my life and I am currently okay with everything I have done. 

Even though all those things are that way, and I am endlessly grateful and happy for that to be my life, my past alwasy sneaks up on me. And not even "my past" because I don't have one of those, but just old feelings, old memories?, I guess. Idk. All I know is that there are people who used to be in my life, and they definately had a hugeeeeee impact in making me who I am today, and just like Im thankful for my life right now, I am soooo thankful for their small efforts in forming my perspective and views, and personality. But, I just need to remember that the past is the past, and I need to forget. If only a little, just so I can be in the present.

Well, I am full of love and hope and excitement and fear and creativity and passion, and i am going to focus on making this next year the best it can be. Constantly living in onnnnly the present, and keeping my frown upside down.


Thanks for everything. You and You and You and You and You and You and You.

I only had to say that for me. Ahhh, venting. Bye. 

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falling?

Dec. 16th, 2008 | 10:01 pm
mood: lovedloved
music: Charlotte Sometimes - The Waves and Both of Us

No, I have fallen.






(soooooo, i'm talking about the good falling, btw.)





















:)

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....

Nov. 28th, 2008 | 12:46 pm
mood: confusedconfused
music: Katy Perry



Voted most likely to end up on the back ok a milk box drink
Looks like I'm letting them down
Cause seven, seventy-five isn't worth and hour of my hard work and time
When you cant afford half the shit they advertise
Ohh I'm worth more then they ask more then the two-tag generation full of regret
Ohh I won't settle no, ohh I can't settle

I wanna break the mold, I wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air I'm not going down with out a fight
Effortless and I'm sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints on you

Representing you and me
Don't you wanna go down in history?
Rather then end up begging on the streets
Trading under table favors for a place to sleep
Cause I'm worth more then this so stop writing prescriptions for my Ritalin
I can't focus my attention

I wanna break the mold, I wanna break the stereotype
Fist in the air I'm not going down with out a fight
Effortless and I'm sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints
Don't give up
Don't give in
Because your arms on the rock
Ohh I'm not innocent, innocent, innocent, innocent

Effortless and I'm sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
(I want you to remember me)
Effortless and I'm sitting on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
Cause I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints
I'm leaving my fingerprints, in the end

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Oh goooosh

Nov. 27th, 2008 | 06:48 pm
location: Grandma's houseee
mood: happyhappy
music: Beyonce

Yesyesyesyes, things are good.
sdalhfaskjfh, you.
sadflhsafdjsaj, beuty and the beast.
dfsahlfksdhf, christmas.
I'm so excited for everything. Haaa, i love ma life.


Seeing it twice is not evvvvvvvven enough.

I want this phone.





Only one thing- :(, I'm soooorry. really.





Ah, I'm offf to get rest, for shopping tomorrow. Bye!

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Wandering Mind

Oct. 30th, 2008 | 06:33 pm
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: Black Kids


I never listen to music anymore. , probably cause I'm never ever home and I don't have an ipod. I'm sad, and my lastfm is pathetic.

This week has been amaizng and busy, and i hope this weekend is super good and long. I tried in my extentions today, they look way cooooool. Im so happy! And my dress is so cute, and my shoes are beautiful. so so so so so gorgeous. I love them. But I need a clutch. And rings. And earrings. And my nails done. Hmmmm, one and half days, woo.

November 3rd. I really cannot freaking wait.

Something needs to happen, I'm bored.

November 3rd, i cannot freakin wait.

I'm really for Obama. I'm very Pro-choice. Complete, coooooomplete no on 8. And, i really know stuff now. November 4th. That'll be an interesting day.

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Re-do

Oct. 27th, 2008 | 05:00 pm
mood: thirstythirsty


And now a happy-ish blog, because there was too much negative energy in that one.

Busiest week of my life.
-Pep Rally
-Homecoming Game
-Homecoming :)
-Jack's Mannequin :)))))))) _ :/ah
-No Halloween?

Yeah, preeeetty much. But, my dress is really cute, and this better be good cause i'm a littttttttle bored.

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Mislead?

Oct. 27th, 2008 | 04:58 pm
mood: crappycrappy

Obviously, this has been going on for longer then said. But, i guess it's not like I didn't know all along, right?

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I love

Oct. 15th, 2008 | 10:12 pm
mood: calmcalm
music: cute is what we aim for


ma life.



You're annoying. Not you. No, no, no, nooooooot you! I lava you. and you and you and you. And you, I guesss; but your still annoying.


Random thoughts? -I need more money(spirit week, halloween, homecoming) -Beauty and the beast :) -grades need to go up. -cheer:))))) -you:/ -I wanna go on a sushi date

kbyez.


i hsiw i dluoc give uoy more.

thank you, this'll be good.
 
kreallybyez.

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A million little pieces

Oct. 9th, 2008 | 08:50 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Jm

I nodded and as I closed the door I looked up at her and she was looking at me and our eyes met and she smiled and I knew I wasn't the only one who was nervous and scared and whose hands had been shaking. I wanted to fall. I waned to fall hard. I knew.





Goooood, I love this book.

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